Are you from China?

If you are a typical China-man ( which is something you should be proud of ), you';;

1. You’ll haggle over something that is not negotiable.

1. Your toothpaste tubes are squeezed paper-thin before they are thrown away.

1. You have been taught that wasting food is a sin, and every single grain of rice that is left in the bowl correspond to the amount of pimples/ fractures your future partner has

1. You realized the food taste better when you eat it in a bowl with chopsticks.
   

1. There is no fucking way you can have indo mee for proper meals. It has to be pure wholesome authentic genuine Chinese cuisine

1. You are a math genius.

1. You twirl your pen around your fingers

If you have all of the above, you can be my soul mate =]

Are you emo?

‘Why your blog so EMO wan? Cannot write happy things izit?!’

‘People who read your EMO blog but don’t know you in person would think you are anti social.’

‘Hey… just read your EMO blog… are you ok? Call me if you need anything.’

‘I never thought you are the EMO type until I saw your EMO blog.’

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After getting all these responses from all my friends, I deeply, genuinely, intensely feel the need of talking a little bit of myself.

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I have a bit of emotional deviant in myself. But emo has 2 types.

The bad emo...
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and tada! The healthy one!
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I have written many love descriptions and emo posts. Yes, they reflect my mood of the moment. But most of them are just what I think I would feel if I were to encounter those circumstances. And because I don’t blog when I’m not emo, it’s always emo and emo posts that you’ll come across. I don’t blog about my daily life. I have enough stalkers around me to let others know what I have been up to.

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Besides, having so many troubled friends coming up to me, I really put myself in their shoes to feel just like them, so as to sort things out for them. Or sometimes, I dream, I sit and make up scenarios, unconsciously I sink into my own imagination and get all caught up with emotions.

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I let these emotions get deeply into myself, many times over again by looking at things rather pessimistically. Because in the end, they will work as a reminder not to take things for granted when things are looking up;

and when vice versa, I could avoid these negative emotions and still have a good grip on my senses when facing similar situations.

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cheers*

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You are a dumbass u know that?! LOL

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We are such dumbass at times.

Thou we clearly know that
There's no way they could ever like us back,
or at least not the same kind of love as we have given,
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Why is that
The other part of our hearts
Constantly decieve us that it'll happen
That we will be happily together
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And why is that
The other part of our hearts
Seems to be getting the best of us
All the time...
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Happy New Year!

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Year 2008 has been quite eventful to me, to say the least. I took a stroll down memory lane, squinting through the days that passed me by. I’m looking back. I sifted through my photo albums, my birthday gifts, digging up all the reminiscences of the past to help me flashback to the finest moments in my life.
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Sometimes, I really wish to have them all videotaped so I could watch them all over again, relive those moments where we shared jokes and just for a second or two, we were all laughing together and all our problems seemed to have vanished.
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But then I realized, some of the people who used to play a vital role in my life, where we always knew exactly what was going on with each other, could just walk out of your life like they were never a big part of it.
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Life, people come in and out, people you know become people you knew. Everyone has changed one way or another. Now we barely even speak.
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One reason I figured is that, all of us were going on our separate ways, and throughout the time when we were distant, we start our new life, experience different things. From there and then, we change.
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I think what we have been through made us what we are. It circuitously influences our character so we can see the world in a different aspect. People who have been betrayed question the credibility of trustworthiness. People who are broken put up walls against others. We may not like the way they have become, but we should still accept them as who they are. We do not have the right to judge them because we do not know what they have been through.
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As we grow older, we perpetuate the experience we have had as our memory and we learn from every circumstance we have faced. From there, we get to put back pieces of ourselves differently and build a new character. Even if you are not the same, your heart might be a little obscured, sometimes the cracks and the empty spaces create a whole new quality.
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After all, changes itself is a fundamental feature of life.
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I looked at myself in the mirror. I seriously get better looking every year. However, there are many things I would like change, not in a facial sense but my inner self. There are many ugly characteristics of mine which you can't see just by looking at me.
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I think I’m too judgmental. I tend to presume a person’s personality when I don’t really know him/her yet and even start to despise them. Besides, I really need to be more patient with time and with people. I just suck at waiting.
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Hopefully by the end of the year, I can be a more decidedly mellow person.
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When you look at the mirror, do u recognized that face as your own? Or do you see a new person?
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Your past may have made you a different person, and if looking back hurts and looking forward scares you, then look beside you. I'll always be there for you
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There are things in life which are meant to coexist

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Love creates jealousy and hatred.

Victory derives from numerous defeats.

Happiness needs sadness.

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These elements exist contemporaneously in our lives. They are meant to coexist, and whether you like it anot, you must experience and accept the contrast. Because if the contrast is lost, you lose appreciation; and when you lose appreciation, you lose the value of everything.

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Merry Chritsmas!

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Dear Santa,

i hope she'll fit into my stocking. I want her
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To create a whole new appreciation, is by being absent from it

They say time heals all wounds.
But as time passes, you realized it only cuts deeper.
You spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, even years
Analyzing the past, trying to put the pieces back together
Justifying what you did wrong
What should've done, and what would’ve happened
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You used to feel so blessed
But now you find yourself
Constantly clutching your phone
To check if she had messaged you
You have been constantly let down
And then you realized, after seeing it all now
They prone to take it for granted
For you have so much love to give
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One day you are going to want that girl
You cannot bear to let her

out of sight out of mind
For even a single instant
But if she's not looking for true love
Let her know that some part of you
Will always be waiting for her
But the prerequisite for you
To really give in your all
Is when you can be
Her only one
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Random

I think love is like car accidents.
Someone always gets hurt
While the other gets off scot-free
Other times both parties are totally wrecked.
Sometimes it's just a fender bender.

One wrong move can ruin everything.

Consequently, deep in our heart, we are concealing things we are longing to say, restraining ourselves from doing things we want to do. Because we are afraid of losing that one person who we treated as an integral part of our lives.

I missed you. It's killing me.

happy birthday Rianne, Ben and Arnav!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIBENAR!!!!!!

It's Rianne, Benjamin and Arnav's birthday today. Arnav is not inside the photo. But today's highlight is our hardcore Korean fan Rianne

The way i got to know her is a lil different from the classmates. She has given me a lifetime experience which I'm about to story to you right now. The first few days of college, she was sitting beside me. And then she massively offended this guy, i forgot his dog name, who sat in front of her. Before he could do anything to her, i stood like a genuine man and protected her. Of course after that we were all sent to the office for Q&A session but I became her hero ever since then.

Rianne is very the kind. I never failed to crumple up her notes everytime when i borrow them but she was still willing to lend them to me. She is also very the smart. I should tell you now that the reason why i left the tuition was because i cant even catch up with you. Haha. In redang we kicked off a rather fun conversation about my pick up tricks, female masturbation, gossips and bla bla. How nostalgic.

5 more days to go. Looking forward for more stupid memories with you!

'stop gallavanting and settle down la!' there she goes again.

Misha messaged me in msn. We were doing our assignments.

Misha: my fucking dad is pissed drunk and he called me to pick him up then his phone died

fucking stupid man

now im just gonna wait for a call from the police or hosp

or wait and see a wrecked car in the garage

Me: are u sure?

why didn he call ur mom

quite cool right ur dad gotten drunk at 8 something only

Misha: because my mom will scream and freak out like wht shes doing now

at least u dont have to worry about ur dad dying tonight la ok

Me: ur dad will be fine la ok

i bet this is his 100th times d

so chill

Misha: yea actually im not worried

car has airbags

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(Next round)

Me: STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESSS

I deeply need my emotion tank to be filled now

And she hasn’t reply my text yet @.@

Misha: DO UR FUCKING ESSAY

Me: I AM FUCKIGN DOING MY ESSAY

i just wana whine abit

Misha: ok let me give u something to look forward to la ok

after class tomo im going lingerie shopping wanna come with me lol

Me: lingerie? i'll look like a sohai ok

i know u wana get it to turn your bf on right

Misha: oh honey

i dont need lingerie to turn him on ok

like the other day i was just showing him my new swimsuit and he was hard already

sigh I’m just too hot

bet she never has those effects on u

lol

Me: pls la she is like 1mil times hotter than u

u mentioned her and my dick is hard d

Misha: LOL

yea

doeant take much to lift something small up right

LOL

Me: WTF

LOL

WTF MAN

LOL LOL LOL LOL

THIS IS TOO MUCH

SAY WTR U LIKE LA I’M STIL NOT GOING TO PULL DOWN MY PANTS TO PROVE HIS FURY LA K

a clear conscience laughs at false accusation

Misha: WOW

WHAT A POWERFUL STATEMENT

Me: like my anaconda dick

lol

fuck off la small boobs

Misha: eh*

omg

wanna insult, pick something tht is true pls?

whole world knows i have UNsmall boobs

Me: they duno that inside is a push up bra

Misha: the only thing pushing up in my bra is my lovely breasts

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I went back to do my assignment.