To create a whole new appreciation, is by being absent from it

They say time heals all wounds.
But as time passes, you realized it only cuts deeper.
You spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, even years
Analyzing the past, trying to put the pieces back together
Justifying what you did wrong
What should've done, and what would’ve happened
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You used to feel so blessed
But now you find yourself
Constantly clutching your phone
To check if she had messaged you
You have been constantly let down
And then you realized, after seeing it all now
They prone to take it for granted
For you have so much love to give
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One day you are going to want that girl
You cannot bear to let her

out of sight out of mind
For even a single instant
But if she's not looking for true love
Let her know that some part of you
Will always be waiting for her
But the prerequisite for you
To really give in your all
Is when you can be
Her only one
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