I'm a cina pek
Sunday, December 21
To create a whole new appreciation, is by being absent from it
But as time passes, you realized it only cuts deeper.
You spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, even years
Analyzing the past, trying to put the pieces back together
Justifying what you did wrong
What should've done, and what would’ve happened
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You used to feel so blessed
But now you find yourself
Constantly clutching your phone
To check if she had messaged you
You have been constantly let down
And then you realized, after seeing it all now
They prone to take it for granted
For you have so much love to give
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One day you are going to want that girl
You cannot bear to let her
out of sight out of mind
For even a single instant
But if she's not looking for true love
Let her know that some part of you
Will always be waiting for her
But the prerequisite for you
To really give in your all
Is when you can be
Her only one
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Monday, December 15
Random
Someone always gets hurt
While the other gets off scot-free
Other times both parties are totally wrecked.
Sometimes it's just a fender bender.
One wrong move can ruin everything.
Consequently, deep in our heart, we are concealing things we are longing to say, restraining ourselves from doing things we want to do. Because we are afraid of losing that one person who we treated as an integral part of our lives.
I missed you. It's killing me.
Wednesday, December 10
happy birthday Rianne, Ben and Arnav!
The way i got to know her is a lil different from the classmates. She has given me a lifetime experience which I'm about to story to you right now. The first few days of college, she was sitting beside me. And then she massively offended this guy, i forgot his dog name, who sat in front of her. Before he could do anything to her, i stood like a genuine man and protected her. Of course after that we were all sent to the office for Q&A session but I became her hero ever since then.
Rianne is very the kind. I never failed to crumple up her notes everytime when i borrow them but she was still willing to lend them to me. She is also very the smart. I should tell you now that the reason why i left the tuition was because i cant even catch up with you. Haha. In redang we kicked off a rather fun conversation about my pick up tricks, female masturbation, gossips and bla bla. How nostalgic.
5 more days to go. Looking forward for more stupid memories with you!
'stop gallavanting and settle down la!' there she goes again.
Monday, December 8
Misha messaged me in msn. We were doing our assignments.
Misha: my fucking dad is pissed drunk and he called me to pick him up then his phone died
fucking stupid man
now im just gonna wait for a call from the police or hosp
or wait and see a wrecked car in the garage
Me: are u sure?
why didn he call
quite cool right
Misha: because my mom will scream and freak out like wht shes doing now
at least u dont have to worry about
Me:
i bet this is his 100th times d
so chill
Misha: yea actually im not worried
car has airbags
(Next round)
Me: STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESS STRESSS
I deeply need my emotion tank to be filled now
And she hasn’t reply my text yet @.@
Misha: DO
Me: I AM FUCKIGN DOING MY ESSAY
i just wana whine abit
Misha: ok let me give u something to look forward to la ok
after class tomo im going lingerie shopping wanna come with me lol
Me: lingerie? i'll look like a sohai ok
i know u wana get it to turn your bf on right
Misha: oh honey
i dont need lingerie to turn him on ok
like the other day i was just showing him my new swimsuit and he was hard already
sigh I’m just too hot
bet she never has those effects on u
lol
Me: pls la she is like 1mil times hotter than u
u mentioned her and my dick is hard d
Misha: LOL
yea
doeant take much to lift something small up right
LOL
Me: WTF
LOL
WTF MAN
LOL LOL LOL LOL
THIS IS TOO MUCH
SAY WTR U LIKE LA I’M STIL NOT GOING TO PULL DOWN MY PANTS TO PROVE HIS FURY LA K
a clear conscience laughs at false accusation
Misha: WOW
WHAT A POWERFUL STATEMENT
Me: like my anaconda dick
lol
fuck off la small boobs
Misha: eh*
omg
wanna insult, pick something tht is true pls?
whole world knows i have UNsmall boobs
Me: they duno that inside is a push up bra
Misha: the only thing pushing up in my bra is my lovely breasts
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