Why am I an Atheist

This blog of profanity contains sensitive religious issues. Don’t read it if the truth is going to hurt your feelings.
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I’m an atheist. A person who believes that there is no God.
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I was not born an atheist. In fact, my parents were some hardcore Buddhism that they'd constantly subscribe a large fortune to the temples. They even put me into Sunday-school. So I was pretty much brainwashed and blinded by the religious claims until my intellect was up to where I could see things from different angles.
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How do we exist? Who created the universe? Who’s that almighty one so true and noble that has created such a world so perfect to stay in? God. Any Sunday-school child can tell you that. But before this God can create something, one must first produce the God. There is no bull shit like ‘God is just there by natural’, that could justify the question. Because if God could exist solely by natural, why can’t everything else exist by natural itself? It’d be ironic to defy it. I mean, it neither can be proved nor disproved because no one was there to witness the origin of the universe or the origin of life, thus we cannot simply come to the conclusion that there was a higher being that’s playing the role of a creator. God is just a concept created by humans; it exists only by Faith alone, not by logic, certainly not by any sort of proof. God didn’t create us, we created it.
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On the other hand, if there was a God, he is not deserving of worship, for creating a world such a failure, as you can find murders, rape, child abuse or whatsoever everywhere. If he has not been able to abolish evil, then he is not as potent as we think he is. How many innocent lives have been taken away each and every day? That’s the point. Believers chose to overlook it, on purpose perhaps, because it contradicts the way they think about God. It’s amazing how they could create a delusion by taking a contradiction and turn it into a non- contradiction, but makes perfect sense. Etc: they’d praise God for any fortune that has ever happened; but when it comes to the calamities, they'd make reference to themselves, leaving out God off the picture, evidently, they choose to live in denial because once again, the truth hurts them.

And I could not see how God could tend to the lives of so many people with the care and personal attention that each person on Earth desires and commands.
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Meanwhile, religion is the creation of man, not of any higher being. This being the case, religion is subject to all flaws, mistakes, faults a human never void of. They could be wrong. Furthermore, every religion has its own beliefs and perceptions, and all of that differ vastly from religion to religion. For instance:

Hindus believe it does–your karma, which depends on what you do in this life, decides what happens in the next.

Muslims generally believe that morality benefits the individual–one could loosely characterize the teachings as saying that at the end of each human life, a pair of angels come down to weigh the departed soul, sending him off to a better place if he has done well and off to a worse place if he has done badly.

Roman Catholics explicitly teach that morality reduces one’s time in Purgatory.

And every theist is self righteous about his own religion and beliefs that comes along w it, at the meanwhile rejecting all other external ideas. But the truth is simple. Say you attempted this Add Math question 5 times, and every each time you get a different answer. It could only mean that all 5 of your answers are wrong. =]

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So how do we exist? Who created the universe? Who’s that almighty one so true and noble that has created such a world so perfect to stay in? I do not know. Science hasn’t explained it all but someday, it will.