Solace

Commitment was already hard enough, and what's more, I did not have your reciprocation to push me further. This one sided infatuation had been very draining on me.

Thanks for giving me a closure. I can now chase after the trail I should have followed long ago.

I wont be taking a glimpse back, nor will I retrace my steps to you. At least, not anytime soon. Till then, I wish you all the happiness in the world.

FML again

I got fucked, once again.

I finished my gym work out. As I was walking down the stairs, I saw the fire exit was left opened. Since it'd help me save a few steps to the main exit, I decided to take the fire exit this time.

All I did was walk through the fire exit. I DID NOT even have physical contact w the door.

I put on my headphone, and the mp3 jumped to the song perfectly suited for my mood at the moment. As soon as I thought it was going to be a much delightful day,

Suddenly a guy came up to me. There's always a guy. And he looked pissed.

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Guy: Did you come out from that fire exit?!

YgGuo: Erm...

Guy: Why did you use the fire exit?!

YgGuo: Mouth wide open*

Guy: Do you know what fire exit is for?!

YgGuo: Words dont come out*

Guy: Is there a fire in the gym?

YgGuo: No...

Guy: Well thanks to you, my fire alarm is now going off. Thank you very much.

He shook my hand. Gave me that look. And that he just strutted past me.

I stood there like an idiot, not knowing what was going on. I was stunted. It happened so quickly. It caught me off guard, that I didn't even think of explaining myself.

The worst part is, now all the staff in the gym thought I set off the fire alarm. I am embarrassed to go to gym tomorrow.

The Fine Line

Seduction is merely an art, it's all there is.

If you've mastered it, its just an art.

It is like a knife for which it would be used to slice butter or to wound.

With great powers comes great responsibilities no?

People often mistaken seduction as the toying of the emotions.

There is a fine line between love, lust and romance.

My journey is not a journey of making enemies or engraving scars.

Love comes in abundance, however there's a price to pay for which it's known as trust.

Lust comes from desire, for which desires often change and is merely temporal.

Romance, is only part of love, in which it involves passion to keep it alive.

My journey along the path is to seek love.

What's yours?

Things i wish you know

It was Chern's line. And then it was passed down to Misha, and then to me.

You missed your long distance lover. Your friends told you things will turn better eventually.

Well, in fact, It doesn't. It never gets better.

You'll only find yourself missing them more and more every each day, and you are merely becoming more used to the feeling of missing your lover.

You've been missed.

funny shit

One night she was out walking, up in the mountains near her home. As she sat upon some rocks, and

was staring up at the stars, she made a wish that a man would come into her life, and fill her with the

adventure she had been missing. Suddenly, there was a flash around her, which at first startled her. But

then she began to… FEEL VERY RELAXED. A nice… soothing… comfortable feeling filled her body.

Then an image flashed into her head. An image of passion so incredible… so fulfilling, that she almost

thought she were dreaming. At first she tried to deny that she was starting to… FEEL A WARMTH

DEEP INSIDE… because she was afraid to feel that good. But the more she allowed herself to… FEEL

THAT WARMTH INCREASE, the stronger it became, and the more she wanted this to continue. Then

she started to... HEAR THIS VOICE…inside her mind. And the more she allowed herself to... LISTEN

TO THIS VOICE… the more it relaxed her, the more it warmed her, the more it caused her to…

LISTEN INTENTLY TO WHAT'S SAID. The voice began to change, and started to sound like her

own voice. And this voice said to her, "Focus on what is in front of you, and you will discover that which

you desire." Then, POOF, the voice was gone, leaving her to… UNDERSTAND WHAT WAS SAID.

to be continued...

Ego

So I received a letter from my 'not-so-smoker-friendly' student hall regarding my smoking habit.

"Smoking is a serious breach of the terms and conditions of residence, poses a fire risk to the building and is illegal. We are required to hold a (fucking) formal meeting for disciplinary reasons, you are therefore asked to attend a meeting with the Whitworth Park wardens to discuss this matter."

I know this rule damn well from the start as I stepped into this residence. If I give a shit about your stupid rule, I would have applied for another residence. So what is there to discuss about?

I went for the meeting. To express my dissatisfaction, I attended the meeting in my gym gear. Singlet, baggy pants and gloves. However, as opposed of my intention, I actually let down my pride and apologised like fuck in the meeting because I didn't wanna pay the fine. I also added that I wasn't aware w the dress code and if they find it inappropriate I will be more than happy to be given a chance to change my clothes and come back.

In the end, they let me off the hook. I never had to pay the fine. And I'm still smoking in my room.

Although seemingly I was the loser who gave up his pride and treated them like a superior, the fact is that in the end, I got what I wanted. Thus the final winner = Lim Yang Sik

This post is dedicated to someone.

The moral of the story is

1) Ego will not take you far.

2) Don't burn your own bridges, always be sweet w your words. It is harder to swallow your words than your ego.

3) Never mess with me!